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Right now I'm done believing you, loving you, trusting you, missing you. You don't even know what I'm feeling & you probably won't even understand. I'm less of a person thanks to you; nothing in world can match up to this pain. 
I'm a dreamer with nothing left to dream,
trying to tear a hole in the seam of reality 
VANITY was always my favorite SIN
GLAMOUR was always my favorite WEAPON
PAIN was always my favorite PLEASURE
BEAUTY was always my favorite CRIME
ENVY was always my favorite POISON
LOVE was always my favorite HATE
FAME was always my favorite MOTIVE 
I bet you didn't know that I am
terrified of the dark,
and every time I think of you, I smile.
I bet you don't know that I hate thunderstorms
but love dancing in the rain.
or how much I laugh with my friends
& how much I truly enjoy being happy.
I bet you don't know how many tears
I've cried just for you,
or how much I doubt myself every day.
I bet you don't know how ticklish I am
or how I can't make decisions.
& how it drives me crazy
when you look into my eyes.
I bet you didn't know that I would
do anything to be with you.
But mostly I bet you didn't know
how much I love you.
++Grey's Anatomy 
The greatest feeling in the world is to be around someone who wants to hold you, wants to kiss your forehead, wants to be around you, wants to call you at night, wants to see you smile. But I think whats better than that, is finding someone that does it all, because he wants to see you happyi found the guy who can make me smile, just by the way he says hello when he picks up the phone. the guy who makes my hands shake when im sitting next to him and the guy who isn’t afraid to keep hugging me , when im not really ready to let go 
I'm sorry for everything I've said & for anything I forgot to say. When things get so complicated..I stumble, at best, muddle through. I wish that our lives could be simple. I don't want the world..only you. Oh, I wish I could tell you this face to face but there's never the time, never the place. So this letter will have to do..I love you. 
There will always be that one guy,
that one kiss, that one moment, that
she'll remember for the rest of her life. 
& ultimately, he`s going to find out. How you chew, how you sip. how you dance, how you smell at every point in the day. The fact that most of your friends are shallow. That you hate sitting in an aisle seat. How you don`t really like chocolate, how you get hyper when you travel, how certain games or shows make you really happy. How cranky you get when you`re tired, how you think you look bad in all of your pictures. He`s going to know everything about you. & you know what? He`s still going to love you. 
I've only grown stronger because
that's what every step gave me.
My life may be complicated, but
complication is what made me. 
He isn't my boyfriend; but I love
his hugs, his smile, his advice, his
love, his kindness, and the times
we laugh together. I guess I fell
in love with our friendship
I didn`t like how he never opened up to me, how he was so quiet. How his problems were always solved by a jog. How he always ran away from everything that meant something to him. But, I mean I guess I have to respect that; respect it all, yeah that`s what I have to do. I mean that`s part of his personality, part of him. That`s who he is & I can`t change him. I know that now, I know he`s not someone I can define. He`s not someone I can alter or make mine. He`s someone who was born unique & beautiful. He`s a part of this world & just cause he ran away from me, from us. It dosen`t mean that everything`s over. It just dosen`t, I mean I know underneath it all he still cares. I know by how he acts that this isn`t goodbye forever, I know there`s more. So I`ll let him run, why? Cause I love him, cause he`s someone that I can respect. He`s someone that holds my heart, that`s why. 
sometimes you need time to clear your mind but
when you try you always come back to that one person
that you know is the person your meant to be with
"if you search your heart and
listen to it's instructions you'll
end up where you belong."
-boy meets world 
I'm not going to stress over you anymore.
It isn't worth it. I tried to work something out,
but you just ignored it.
I'm not trying to say I don't want you because I definitely do.
All I'm saying is I'm done chasing after you. 
is it that hard to love a girl for who she really is? 
Hate is only for people who have
never experienced the love of
someone true and faithful.
Things fall apart so that other things can fall together. 
Things change. And friends leave. Life doesn't stop for anybody.
-The Perks of Being a Wallflower 
A lot of people are afraid to say what they want
That's why they don't get what they want.
- Madonna 
you'll never learn anything
by playing it safe. 
we didnt realize that we were making memories,
we thought we were just having fun. 
You spend all your time preaching about
Waiting for love. Well here it is.
Right in front of you, and you're going
To turn your back on it.
So I guess we're just fucked. I'll move on.
But you are going to have to live the rest
Of your life knowing that you've
Turned your back on love.
And that makes you a hypocrite.
Have a nice life.
---Cruel Intentions |
